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Belize Part 50 (Oct 24 to 28)

Belize Part 50 (Oct 24 to 28)

October 24 Life in the jungle: I started my morning by basically sending my paralegal one last threat about producing my corporation papers and my deeds.  The business registry office is open on...

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Great

Great

I don't long to be great as a person because I am arrogant.  I want to be great as a human being because it is within us and part of our design to be great. Written November 20, 2022  Awake my...

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Belize Part 49 (Oct 16 to 23)

Belize Part 49 (Oct 16 to 23)

October 16 Life in the Jungle: I didn't sleep great last night.  I woke up this morning determined to stick to a Sabbath habit I started last Sunday.  I started reading The Divine Conspiracy by...

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Belize Part 48 (Oct 9 to 15)

Belize Part 48 (Oct 9 to 15)

Sorry, almost no photos with this blog post. October 9 Life in the Jungle: It's Sunday (of course).  I was all prepared to head to the ponds to chop.  Over the last few months, I have struggled with...

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I can only imagine

I can only imagine

It's your smile The way the new day dawns You don't notice me watching, but I am watching Every detail, every expression A breath of fresh air, I miss nothing I thank God for the moment I feel my...

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One Week

One Week

I recently watched a movie I really enjoyed called One Week (2008).  I enjoy movies that make me reflect.  The film is Canadian.  The short and sweet of the plot is about a young teacher living in...

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Stauffer’s Tree Frog

Stauffer’s Tree Frog

Stauffer's Tree Frog - Scinax staufferi Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scinax_staufferi A very small tree frog common around the house and sometimes find their way into houses. More...

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Belize Part 47 (Oct 4 to 8)

Belize Part 47 (Oct 4 to 8)

October 4 Life in the Jungle: Waiting for a load of gravel to be delivered I planted seedlings in the coconut field.  Saul from the village brought me a yard of gravel from the hardware store.  He...

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Belize Part 46 (Sept 30 to Oct 3)

Belize Part 46 (Sept 30 to Oct 3)

September 30 Life in the Jungle: It's amazing how I was so exhausted to do anything yesterday but it took so long to fall asleep last night.  I don't know what the temperature was last night but for...

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Belize Part 45 (Sept 21 to 29)

Belize Part 45 (Sept 21 to 29)

September 21 Life in the Jungle: I finally finished the hen house pen.  I let out the hen with the oldest chicks to make sure everything would work out well.  And everything did.  So tomorrow both...

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Dreams & Goals – Emptying the Monkey Mind

Dreams & Goals – Emptying the Monkey Mind

A few weeks ago, I had an unusual sense about my mood and attitude.  I was actually what I would refer to as half-happy.  Which I understand is a weird thing to say.  Happiness has never been part...

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Belize Part 44 (Sept 12 to 20)

Belize Part 44 (Sept 12 to 20)

September 12 Life in the jungle: Another sleepless night.  But I didn't have the motivation or energy to get out of bed and be productive.  I think tonight I just won't go to bed until I am sleepy. ...

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Belize Part 43 (Sept 6 to 11)

Belize Part 43 (Sept 6 to 11)

Last week was a very stressful week dealing with Belize Immigration.  That blog post link is at the bottom of this post. September 6 Life in the jungle: I slept in quite late this morning.  It is...

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Striped or Brown Basilisk

Striped or Brown Basilisk

Striped or Brown Basilisk - Basiliscus vittatus Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brown_basilisk Brown basilisks are probably the most common lizard to be found.  Babies are always...

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The Perils of Good on the Road to Greatness

The Perils of Good on the Road to Greatness

Written for Arie Hoogerbrugge by Sophia Wisdom In the pursuit of success, the concept that "good is the enemy of great" has been a guiding principle for many individuals and organizations. Coined by...

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San Pedro Part 2 (Oct 12 – 14, 2023)

San Pedro Part 2 (Oct 12 – 14, 2023)

This is Part 2 of a recent holiday that I took when I went to San Pedro Town on Ambergris Caye.  You can check out Part 1 if missed it HERE. October 12 Life in the jungle: I attended a 7 AM Catholic...

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San Pedro – Part 1 (Oct 10 & 11, 2023)

San Pedro – Part 1 (Oct 10 & 11, 2023)

After a grueling 5 months, finally finishing my greenhouse floor and about 9 months since my last vacation, I decided I had earned one.  This vacation was a little different.  I was determined to...

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Belize Part 42 (Sept 2 to 5)

Belize Part 42 (Sept 2 to 5)

September 2 Life in the jungle: I slept like crap last night again.  It rained all through the night and was still raining when I woke up.  I didn't even bother bringing my city footwear, I was...

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Belize Part 41 (Aug 24 to Sept 1)

Belize Part 41 (Aug 24 to Sept 1)

August 24 Life in the jungle: I woke up at 5 AM, with the stress of a rotting and costly house deck falling back asleep was not possible.  [See photos in last blog post.]  I started my morning...

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Belize Part 40 (Aug 20 to 23)

Belize Part 40 (Aug 20 to 23)

August 20 Life in the jungle: Orlando and Joseph came this morning.  We finished installing the door on the apartment and we put the roof on the front entrance of the greenhouse.  [The door was...

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Belize Part 39 (Aug 9 to 19)

Belize Part 39 (Aug 9 to 19)

August 9 Life in the jungle: Orlando and Joseph showed up this morning.  We replaced the larger section of the house roof with the new zinc roofing that was delivered the other week.  We got lucky...

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Tired

Tired

I’m tired.  I can’t see my way forward [in this life] but I realize that there is nowhere else to go but forward.  And I am not afraid of moving forward.  But I feel like I am on a highway, and I...

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Belize Part 38 (Aug 1 to 8)

Belize Part 38 (Aug 1 to 8)

August 1 Life in the jungle: Over two months ago I got sick.  This morning I had another cough attack.  Everything is pretty wet outside.  There is no point in working outside today.  Everything...

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Belize Part 37 (July 27 to 31)

Belize Part 37 (July 27 to 31)

July 27 Life in the jungle: In four days it will be two months ago that I got sick with a chronic cough and the coughing returned again last night.   Another sleepless night.   This morning I was up...

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Huntsman Spider

Huntsman Spider

Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Huntsman_spider More Belizean Creatures Boa Constrictor Red Eye Tree Frog  

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Belize Part 36 (July 21 to 26)

Belize Part 36 (July 21 to 26)

July 21 Life in the jungle: Somehow my morning got away from me again!  But it didn't help that I slept like crap last night either.  I did wake up to a reply from the Labor Department regarding my...

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Lizard eater or Dryad snake

Lizard eater or Dryad snake

Lizard eater - Dryadophis melanolomus I don't think these guys are rare but I have only ever found one of them (in my basement). More Belizean Creatures...

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The emptiness inside me

The emptiness inside me

An emptiness inside me that won't go away Years and years of desires Looking over the horizon as far as these eyes can see Feeling like the old man on the outside Hiding the little boy in the inside...

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Belize Part 35 (July 15 to 20)

Belize Part 35 (July 15 to 20)

July 15 Life in the jungle: I slept in as planned.  Today I made two trips to the village.  The first one to pick up my cans of paint that I had left at Verna Mae’s the other week and the second...

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Belize Part 34 (July 10 to 14)

Belize Part 34 (July 10 to 14)

July 10 Life in the jungle: I ended up sleeping in from a late-night last night.  I started my day at the ponds to plant papaya seeds.  Twice I dropped the container of seeds.  TWICE!  I couldn't...

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Belize Part 33 (July 3 to 9)

Belize Part 33 (July 3 to 9)

July 3 Life in the jungle: It's Sunday so it wasn't my most productive day.  With a late start to my day, I retrieved some more 1/2" PVC pipe that had previously been laid and buried out towards the...

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Titan Beetle

Titan Beetle

Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Titan_beetle I only ever found of these guys. Click on image to enlarge More Belizean Creatures Pepper Tree Frog...

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Belize Part 32 (June 27 to July 2)

Belize Part 32 (June 27 to July 2)

Of note, last week I finally started building my greenhouse. June 27 Life in the jungle: I had a much better sleep last night.  Orlando and Joseph showed up this morning.  No concrete work today. ...

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Belize Part 31 (June 21 to 26)

Belize Part 31 (June 21 to 26)

June 21 Life in the jungle: I slept okay last night but at 6 AM I woke up with a horrible cough.  So bad I got up and took a walk around the yard and went back to my hammock and fell asleep until 11...

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Belize Part 30 (June 13 to 20)

Belize Part 30 (June 13 to 20)

June 13 Life in the jungle: It rained all morning.  My allergies were at their worst and my cough was bad.  It took some Jack ass bitters that I had picked last week.  Last week Verna Mae showed me...

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My confession

My confession

I fall to my knees I look away in shame I bury my face in my dirty hands Darkness rolls in The rain drops begin to splatter upon the earth Lightning streaks across the sky I confess, I confess, I...

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Belize Part 29 (June 2 to 12)

Belize Part 29 (June 2 to 12)

June 2 Life in the jungle: It rained and thundered hard last night with a power outage.   Because I couldn't run a fan during the power outage, I spent the first part of the night in my hammock....

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Royal Palm

Royal Palm

Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roystonea_regia# Royal Palms are common in the area and on the farm. I have a local harvest the bark/outer skin of the tree to use for natural and...

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Central American Wood Turtle

Central American Wood Turtle

Central American Wood turtle - Rhinoclemmys areolata Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Furrowed_wood_turtle Locally know as Black-bellied turtle. Reasonably common at certain times of...

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Belize Part 28 (May 28 to June 1)

Belize Part 28 (May 28 to June 1)

May 28 Life in the jungle: It must have rained most of the night and into the morning.  The road is drenched and it was a wet bike ride to the bus in the rain.  I bussed it to Belize City and then...

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Belize Part 27 (May 22 to 27)

Belize Part 27 (May 22 to 27)

May 22 Life in the jungle: I was expecting to wake up to heavy rain.  It never came.  I woke up and went down to my hammock and ended up sleeping until 10 AM.  My day was spent completing my...

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Weevil

Weevil

Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Weevil More Belizean Creatures Green-headed Tree Snake Passion Flower

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Cry of the heart

Cry of the heart

I lie in the darkness Memories drift through the fog of this life A single tear rolls down my cheek In a moment, my eyes are wet with regret Where did it go wrong And where did it go right So many...

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Red Eye Tree Frog

Red Eye Tree Frog

Red Eye Tree Frog - Agalychnis callidryas Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agalychnis_callidryas This the first and only (juvenile) Red Eye tree frog that I have ever found on my farm...

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Belize Part 26 (May 17 to 21)

Belize Part 26 (May 17 to 21)

May 17 Life in the jungle: Because of how I felt last night before bed I didn't set my alarm.  While I don't feel sick my allergies are really bad and it feels like I have a cold when I sneeze but I...

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Happiness

Happiness

At some point in early 2016 I thought about the word “happiness”.  Happiness has never really been part of my vocabulary.  It was a word that makes me feel rather uncomfortable.  I don’t want to say...

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Alone

Alone

Always alone Always have been alone In a crowd, I am even more alone Will always be alone Die alone Written December 10, 2022 I don't trust you I still feel empty

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Belize Part 25 (May 7 to 16)

Belize Part 25 (May 7 to 16)

May 7 Life in the jungle: I started my morning chopping in coconut field.  It was a very hot morning and even a hotter day with no breeze.  I then took a walk out to the ponds.  I haven't been there...

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Belize Part 24 (April 30 to May 6)

Belize Part 24 (April 30 to May 6)

April 30 Life in the jungle: Because of my late-night last night I turned off my alarm.  Nery called and woke me up at 6:45 AM this morning from my driveway.  Usually, he showed up closer to 9 AM on...

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23 Days with no power

23 Days with no power

In 2010 Hurricane Richard a Category 1 hurricane hit on October 25th.  There was tremendous yard damage due to fallen trees.  I was without power for one week.  Truthfully all I remember is that it...

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Don’t remind me of what can never be

Don’t remind me of what can never be

I don't want to feel your skin I don't want to taste your lips I don't want you inside my head Better to live with the emptiness Better for the heart to ache Better to just go away We both know I...

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Belize Part 23 (April 24 to 29)

Belize Part 23 (April 24 to 29)

April 24 Life in the jungle: I had a dream last night and a girl from my teenage social circle made a very brief appearance.  That inspired a quick morning poem called l should have told you. From...

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One Full Year in Belize and 2022 in Review

One Full Year in Belize and 2022 in Review

I crossed into Belize on November 23rd, 2021 and I arrived at my home on November 25th, 2021 after spending just over two years biking just over 26,000 km’s to get here.  The original plan was to...

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Belize Part 22 (April 13 to 23)

Belize Part 22 (April 13 to 23)

April 13 Life in the jungle: I started my morning with some housework in preparation for a fire and health department inspection for my tourist license Airbnb listing.  After breakfast, I weed...

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An internet connection story

An internet connection story

On June 2, 2023, I finally got my own internet connection.  This was one of my biggest priorities upon arriving at my home on November 25, 2022.  The experience to get internet to my house was...

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Scars

Scars

There is my childhood one from when my forehead made contact with a door knob during a pillow fight There is the one on my stomach when I ran from killer bees and tripped and landed on a tree stump...

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Belize Part 21 (April 5 to 12)

Belize Part 21 (April 5 to 12)

April 5 Life in the jungle: Victor left this morning on his way to the bottom of Argentina.  It was strange watching him push his bike through my gate.  [Victor was a Warm Showers bike touring guest...

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Awake my heart. Awake my soul.

Awake my heart. Awake my soul.

I think about things deeply.  Far more deeply than I care to or want to.  This forces me to bury most of my life so that I hopefully forget.  And usually, it works.  I forget, but the soul never...

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Belize Part 20 (March 29 to April 4)

Belize Part 20 (March 29 to April 4)

March 29 Life in the jungle: It rained last night and through the night and into the morning.  The road is a mud bath.  This rain has really screwed my immediate working plans.  I swear between all...

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Turning 50

Turning 50

On May 18th,2023 I turned 50.  I guess that only happens once in a lifetime (along with every birthday).  Some days I feel like I am 20, some days I feel like I am 50 and some days I feel like I am...

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Belize Part 19 (March 21 to 28)

Belize Part 19 (March 21 to 28)

March 21 Life in the jungle: Last night, half asleep coming down from my bedroom loft to use the washroom I decided to step off the ladder a few steps too early.  Within a second, I fell and was on...

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Tubroos Tree

Tubroos Tree

Tubroos or Guanacaste tree - Enterolobium cyclocarpum Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enterolobium_cyclocarpum The Tubroos tree is one of my favorite trees. I have two very large ones...

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Catasetum integerrimum – orchid

Catasetum integerrimum – orchid

Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catasetum_integerrimum Not exactly the prettiest orchid but it has unusual flowers. One of the more common orchids around the farm. Click on image to...

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Yellow Tree Frog

Yellow Tree Frog

Yellow Tree Frog - Hyla microcephala Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dendropsophus_microcephalus A common tree frog found around the house and sometimes inside the house. Click on...

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Tailless Whip Scorpion

Tailless Whip Scorpion

Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amblypygi Very common under my house. Completely 100% harmless. Click on images to enlarge [gallery...

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Green-headed Tree Snake

Green-headed Tree Snake

Green-headed Tree Snake or Mexican Green Tree Snake Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leptophis_mexicanus A reasonably common snake around the farm though sometimes hard to find likely...

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Mexican Burrowing Toad

Mexican Burrowing Toad

Mexican Burrowing Toad - Rhinophrynus dorsalis Wikipedia Page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mexican_burrowing_toad These toads live most of their lives underground and basically can only be seen...

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Cane Toad

Cane Toad

Cane toad - Rhinella marina Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cane_toad A common toad around the house.  Native to Belize this toad has been introduced all over the world with...

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Checking In – April 30, 2023

Checking In – April 30, 2023

2022 was a really tough year for me.  It would be my first full year living in Belize after taking two years to bike here from Canada.  Arriving here in Belize I would end up facing challenges that...

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White Lipped Mud Turtle

White Lipped Mud Turtle

White Lipped mud turtle - Kinosternon leucostomum Wikipedia page - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White-lipped_mud_turtle I have ever only found 2 White Lipped mud turtles in all of my time in...

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