I fall to my knees
I look away in shame
I bury my face in my dirty hands
Darkness rolls in
The rain drops begin to splatter upon the earth
Lightning streaks across the sky
I confess, I confess, I confess
My spirit is weak, my soul is corrupt
The anger and hatred spill out of me
I have lost the will, I have become weak
The fires of hell burn inside my veins
My tongue is like the snakes venom
The contempt I show for you can be hidden no more
This disillusionment I feel for this gift of life
The hatred I have for myself
I have become lazy and selfish
I am controlled by my addictions and past
My failures are mine alone
My regrets are like the smashing waves
Forgive me my God
Written June 4, 2023
