I fall to my knees
I look away in shame
I bury my face in my dirty hands

Darkness rolls in
The rain drops begin to splatter upon the earth
Lightning streaks across the sky

I confess, I confess, I confess
My spirit is weak, my soul is corrupt
The anger and hatred spill out of me

I have lost the will, I have become weak
The fires of hell burn inside my veins
My tongue is like the snakes venom

The contempt I show for you can be hidden no more
This disillusionment I feel for this gift of life
The hatred I have for myself

I have become lazy and selfish
I am controlled by my addictions and past
My failures are mine alone

My regrets are like the smashing waves
Forgive me my God

Written June 4, 2023


Every night I whisper

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