I wake up fighting the loss
Looking down at the pieces of heart in my blood soaked hands
I hope to not feel for long
Fighting to keep my heart together
Meant to fight and protect for your heart
Who fights for my broken heart
God you awoke this great desire
Screaming out for God’s grace
Will God reconcile this body’s heart
Too much time, feels like only yesterday that you brought my greatest joys and happiness
Yesterday feels like forever ago, forever feels ago feels like only yesterday
May tomorrow never come for this empty heart
How many miles must a crawl on my knees
How many miles shall I travel before I am missed
How many miles shall I quench my desires with dust
Every broken heart is haunted by what the heart whats
Natures greatest forces don’t matter against my heart
My heart desires for whom my heart was created for
We will live 10,000 years in God‘s kingdom‘s
Every day feels like 10,000 years my heart misses
In 10,000 years I will never let go of you
For 10,000 years I will fight for you
I go to sleep every night fighting the loss
Written August 30, 2019
