Every night is the same
A single tear rolls down a cheek
Every night I am reminded of a lifetime of regrets
I would rip out this broken heart to do life differently
I look away in absolute shame
My hand forms a fist
Who will forgive me in the silence of the night
While the voices in my head scream all night
Every night a single tear rolls down my cheek
Shame and guilt burned into my memories
Failure twisting my dreams into the nightmares of life
Every night is the same
I am stuck inside my head
I am stuck in this thing called life
Every night I am alone. Every night is the same
I want to wake up to this thing called life
Because this can’t be my life
Written March 2, 2021
