Awareness of my brokenness
The feeling of emptiness that never goes away
The heavy breathing of my emotions
Awareness of my emptiness
The feeling of loneliness that never goes away
Where did all these people come from
So many people, so much more aware of being alone
Suffocating in front of their eyes
Suffocating with my eyes wide open
How broken am I
My brokenness insists on reminding me
My brokenness never wants to leave me
Written Christmas Eve 2019
