Do you see what I see. I look at you. You look at me
How does it feel to see the pieces slip between my fingers
To see all those memories slowly sink into the depths below
I wanted life I got pain
Who will pick up the pieces
The pieces so deep, just out of reach
When I look upon my heart I don’t understand the reason
I don’t understand why it had to get in that way
Why did it have to happen over and over
If I could have just figured out this life
Maybe someday I could forget that I am no longer whole
Maybe just maybe
The pain of this life never-ending
I grasp for the broken pieces
My hands blood soaked by my memories
Would you ever forgive the way I feel
I don’t blame you but I don’t trust you
If you could only disappear
Written November 7, 2022