Suffocating

Suffocating

I can’t breathe My chest tightens My heart beats faster Why do I feel so alone inside? This feeling never leaves How am I to know that you are real? Days turn into weeks Weeks turn into years Why do I feel the same? There is no emotion Just the reality of another day...
There is an ocean inside my head

There is an ocean inside my head

The waves crashing into my emotions They pound the desire right out of me The depths of eternity are without reach Feelings just below the deep waters of uncertainty Anger and sadness crash against the rocks The rocks care not My purpose here is uncertain Being tossed...
I can only imagine

I can only imagine

It’s your smile The way the new day dawns You don’t notice me watching, but I am watching Every detail, every expression A breath of fresh air, I miss nothing I thank God for the moment I feel my heart waking from the dead What died so long ago All that I...
Tired

Tired

I’m tired.  I can’t see my way forward [in this life] but I realize that there is nowhere else to go but forward.  And I am not afraid of moving forward.  But I feel like I am on a highway, and I missed my exit, but the next turn-off is literally 300,000 miles further...
The emptiness inside me

The emptiness inside me

An emptiness inside me that won’t go away Years and years of desires Looking over the horizon as far as these eyes can see Feeling like the old man on the outside Hiding the little boy in the inside This emptiness feeding them both The dusty road, long and hard...
My confession

My confession

I fall to my knees I look away in shame I bury my face in my dirty hands Darkness rolls in The rain drops begin to splatter upon the earth Lightning streaks across the sky I confess, I confess, I confess My spirit is weak, my soul is corrupt The anger and hatred spill...

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